first act

you came by 

on a random day

your voice so sad and deep

made me turned my head

and there you were

floating out on space

traveling with words,

words i could relate

showing me that love

was more than feel reborn again

that its desire 

in it finest way

that is lust mixed with deception

all inside of a body

that its ruled by the brain

 

 

 

 

all new feels the same

i have  come back

with no money in  my purse

with my dreams not so high

standing in the edge

that keeps me apart 

i went through an ocean

I’ve reached foreing lands

I’ve met people around

I’ve seen the sunlight

from a different spot

now i see is the same

the warm in my face

the rain on my skin

and the memory of your sweet face

everytime i breath

 

 

i feel like this today

i might light a candle for you

so i can ask for help

to let me go through this path

that i need to prove myself

i can smell it from here

I’ve been dreaming it for a while

i left all my life behind

my mind woke up with the touch of your kiss

i was able to  believe for once

that my love is larger than all the mighty skies

that cover our sleep tonight

wednesday night

it appeared after a long day , i kept staring at it, trying to check myself if i was being right or wrong. It felt real, it looked real so it has to be real, but deep inside i was hoping it wasn’t . So then i  wondered is this what people feel when they face life in the fraction of a second? for how long you´ve been there? was i that sleep i didn’t noticed you before? what about if you fade away and we  pretend we never met huh?

You always have the choice

I have felt lost

here alone in my home

wanting to shout everything my heart holds

i have walked through the streets

looking up for familiar faces

feeling the air that reaches my lungs

and i wonder why so scared ?

what are you waiting for?

its good it hasn’t been as planned

that you can surrender

to your own mastermind

and just be like a person should be

 

this is what you have asked

What was the one experience that completely changed your life? What happened? How did it change your life?

I can´t say it was just one experience, i guess its a ever evolving experience, i am aware that i am connecting the dots of my life script, and every experience, feels different, and i get over it in different ways. It could be love that hurts so much that makes me physically sick, it can be watching my closest friends or family fighting against a desease they can’t beat, it can be the longing for my childhood memories that are far away. The thing that surprises me every time is my ability to amaze myself, by trying to experience life through everyday, paying attention to the little things, to smiling to strangers, smelling the rain, cuddling with my cats. Well i guess my life is been changing a lot by just paying more attention.